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I love eating sweets and mashmallows and blah food as some other girls do. I'm living on my unpeaceful 13 but gonna break it with a big hammer..

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In a way
Friday, November 13, 2009
In a way i don't want to be controlled.
I want my life but i just could not do it.
Maybe it's just a way in my life.
I might not meet a boyfriend but i might meet 10 bestfriends.
I might not be smart in my studies but at least i happy.
I might not be happy all the time but i'd like to be happy.
Sometimes, i was thinking abt if the world's gonna end anytime,
then what for we keep rushing for our life or our studies?
However, you don't know when the world's gonna end ,
we still have to rush for our lives, our tomorrow.
Freedom , is needed but need to be controlled too.
Because what , this is life.

O.O wth i typed ?
whatever larh , bye'

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A day
Gonna blog abt school's field trip and Taylor Swift and Body*Face painting today :)

Taylor Swift

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans and I''m wearing my heart on my sleeve," Taylor Swift sings on "A Place in This World," a self-penned coming-of-age anthem from her debut album. It''s an apt description of the enthusiastic, down-to-earth young woman, whose original compositions about teenage life brim with poignant honesty and an infectious spirit. Just 16 years old,



Taylor is at an age when most teenagers are only beginning to find their identity and lay tentative plans for the future. But there''s never been much doubt in Taylor''s mind about her calling. Growing up on a farm in Wyomissing, Pa., music was ever-present in her home. Inspired by her maternal grandmother, a professional opera singer, Taylor took up singing early in life.



At 10, she began performing around town at karaoke contests, festivals and county fairs, and even recording rough demos at a studio. At 11, she performed the national anthem at a Philadelphia 76ers NBA game in front of thousands of fans. But it wasn''t until she picked up a guitar at 12 and learned to write her own songs that Taylor discovered how readily she could channel the turbulent emotions of growing up into her music. That year, she wrote "The Outside," a heartbreaking lament about loneliness.

Before long, she was spending every available moment playing and writing. "I was playing four hours a day until my fingers were bleeding and my mom called me to dinner," she says. No strangers to the music business, Taylor''s family recognized both her talent and determination. They began taking regular trips to Nashville to shop her music around, and she began writing with local songwriters.

After a few years, during which the family made the decision to move to nearby Hendersonville, Tenn., a showcase at the Bluebird Cafe caught the attention of music-industry veteran Scott Borchetta, who was planning to launch a new label. After meeting with Taylor, he knew she was one of the first artists he wanted to sign. Since then, Taylor has pulled double duty as a straight-A high school student and full-fledged recording artist, a balancing act the teenager handles with grace. "I have tunnel vision as far as this goes," she says. "I can always keep my eyes on the goal."

Still, she admits sheepishly, there are moments when songwriting inspiration strikes in the middle of a lecture, making concentration difficult. "If we had random notebook checks, my teachers might find biology notes, biology notes, then suddenly a bunch of lyrics," she laughs.

The songs Taylor scrawls in those spiral notebooks are bright, engaging melodies filled with all the ebullience and drama of adolescent life. In "Our Song," the narrator bemoans the fact she and her boyfriend don''t share a sentimental tune, only to have him affectionately describe all the little moments that make their relationship special. "Our song is the way you laugh," he tells her.

Like all songwriters, Taylor is inspired by the life going on around her, and like any 16-year-old, she admits to a "fascination" with love. Thus, her classmates-her biggest fans, she says-often find themselves the subject of her songs. "They''re all going to buy the album and have a little bit of a heart attack," she says with a grin.

A country superstar-and one of Taylor''s greatest influences-was also surprised to find himself the subject of her debut single. A tender ballad, "Tim McGraw" describes the way music can evoke the sweetest of memories: "When you think Tim McGraw/I hope you think my favorite song/The one we danced to all night long."

Elsewhere on the album, Taylor tackles more serious issues. "Tied Together With a Smile," captures the fragile self-esteem of teenagers, inspired by girls Taylor has known through the years, including a beauty-pageant queen who suffered from an eating disorder: "Seems the only one who doesn''t see your beauty/Is the face in the mirror looking back at you." In the second verse, she laments lack of confidence sometimes leads girls her age to make hasty and reckless decisions about their relationships: "I guess it''s true that love was all you wanted/''Cause you''re givin'' it away like it''s extra change." Such flashes of maturity give weight to songs that otherwise sparkle with the carefree joie de vivre of youth. Taylor admits her primary agenda with her music is to evoke a strong emotional response. "I want to make people feel things," she says simply.

As she prepares an album with that in mind, Taylor is careful not to let her "tunnel vision" keep her from enjoying every moment of her budding music career. "Everything about this business is exciting to me," she says, "whether it''s putting on a pretty dress to go to an awards show, or putting on a sweatshirt to go into the studio to record." "You only get so many firsts," she adds. "Every one is a blessing."


FieldTrip
We're going to Mayang tea Plantation on this coming wednesday *aka Shannon's bday* !
I hope it could be fun and i hope it's not hot !
What should i bring ? Give some idea !!

Body And Face Painting
Did body and face painting today .
It cost me Rm5 but all amount goes to charity :D
Had 2 stars on my face and a star hand-bracelet.
Love it :D and bwendaaa got a super duper cuper nice butterfly which she requested for it and she drew the sample and they drew it ! So nice arhh !!
Me , Sitiee , Liwen , Baoyu and Karen got the same star on our afce and me and Liwen got the same star bracelet thing.



Joaan the munched cookie :D



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My mum actually called just now and she asked me for an outing to spring MBO for 2012 , how sweet that she ever asked me for an outing for a MOVIE !

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Quote.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Quote of the day :)

Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none.
- William Shakespeare.

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HEpopo
HELLO :D
Here to update again.
Or else i will forget my blog soon.
Gonna make new linking banners or buttons for blog.
And make affiliates buttons for daily reads !
Today , school's still the same.
Did nothing today.
Except when the KH lesson , we made some kuih.
And it tasted better than our expectation. * Liwen and Cadence and Me *
:) We are the last group to finish the cooking of the kuih .
Sorry for making you people wait for us .
After that , passed up our Science project -The Future House Model-
And yet , a big big THANKIEW to Siti !
She printed and did the computer project , actually i got do , but i forget to print it out :D
So , so much love and thanks to her.
I want to off to fb liaw :D
Will be back
And currently in love with the phrase " hepopo "


P/S : Link-ex apply is open :D

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Quiz
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
In order to make today's post longer , i'm doing this..

QUIZ

1. What does the sixteenth text in your inbox say?
- "Where are you now?"

2. Has someone ever told you they would be with you forever?
- Yes . But what ? they will never did that.

3. Last person you were in the bathroom with?
- Cadence ? HAHAHAHA

4. Any plans for tomorrow?
- No. I feel like skipping sch , need pass up all PROJECTS tmr , gonna die tmr.

5. How long does it take you to have a shower?
- W/o washing hair 5 minutes. with washing hair 20 minutes.

6. When is your birthday?
- 230996

7. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
- Not exactly . VERY NOT .

8. Did you kiss anyone on Friday?
- -.- no.

9. Ever thrown up in public?
- err ?

10. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
- Something or my projects or this quiz?

11. Who was the last person you talked to?
- Felicia.

12. What is the WORST subject they teach at school?
- Sejarah.

13. Have you seen anyone lately that you don't get along with?
- Of course.

14. What is your favorite colour shirt to wear?
- Black and white.

15. Have you ever been in a car accident?
- Yes.

16. Whats the closest thing to you that's green?
- Marshmallow.

17. What would you like to be doing right now?
- My project and wait for felicia to come.

18. Write down some lyrics to the song your listening to.
- "Nothing else i can say , eh eh , eh , eh , all i can say is eh."

19. How many dogs do you have?
- Not even one NOW.

20. Is anything bugging you right now?
- A lot.

21. How is life going for you right now?
- Sucking.

22. Is there someone you care about more than yourself?
- All my besties , but obviously they don't even care for me.

23. What made you laugh today?
- Obviously them. My bests.

24. What was the last film you watched?
- Ermm , InkHeart?

25. What's the last conversation you had about?
- Blogskins.

26. What were you doing at 7:00 this morning?
- Just reach school :)

27. Do you like your hair long or short?
- Long?

28. Do you want to see somebody right now?
- Hmm , some ..

29. Do you like the rain?
- Yea but not heavy rains.

30. Do you think you'll have a Valentine this year?
- Of course NOT.

31. The last person you kissed needs you at 3 AM, would you go?
- Hm-uh see first.

32. Would you honestly say you'd risk your life for someone else?
- Of course.

33. Honestly, if you could go back 1 month and change something would you?
- Of course !! GARH

34. Could you see yourself with someone forever?
- NOT exactly.

35. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
- WHAT'S THE TIME NOW?!

36. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months or more?
- Don't know.

37. Do you forgive and forget?
- Yes but some people can't do it to me.

38. Do you trust people?
- To all my bests.

39. What are you not looking forward to?
- Dreams.

40. Do you get mad easily?
- Somehow.

41. Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
- Never.

42. Do you have strange dreams?
- Duhh, yes.

43. Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
- Maybe..

44. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
- NOONE. who cares about me ? -.-

45. Last thing you bought?
- Maggie mees and pepsi.

46. Are you a jealous person?
- Everyone do.

47. Does it take a lot to make you cry?
- If it's about frenz , it really bring me down easily.

48. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
- Maybe.

49. Have you ever had your heart broken? If so, how many times?
- Yeah and all i can tell is A lot times.

50. Do you like to cuddle/snuggles?
- Depends on who :P

51. Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
- Don't Know.

52. How far away is the last person you hugged?
- not really that far .

53. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
- My bests C:

54. Is your life anything like it was a year ago?
- EXACTLY DIFF.

55. This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
- Noone . HAHAHA

56. You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life, what is it?
- Bubble Milk Teaaa !

57. Have you lost contact with someone you wish you didn't?
- A lot.

58. What is the last thing you said out loud?
- "ARHHH"

59. When was the last time you cried?
- few months ago.

60. Do you have friends you can tell stuff to and you're sure they won't tell?
- A few?

61. What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
- Erm , still online-ing ? :D

62. What can't you wait for?
- 9 more days to pass , then HOLIDAYS liaw.

63. Have you ever told anyone you would marry them?
- Of course DUH . NEVER!

64. What's the worst way to say "I love you?"
- When he/she saying it , he/she is doing something else !!

65. Seven days from now will you be in a relationship?
- Of course .. NOT !

66. Are you mad about anything?
- Uh Huh , yeah.

67. What is the last thing you got in trouble for with your parents?
- because i'm pissed and i slammed the door.

68. Are you mean?
- Sometimes.

69. Were you happy when you woke up today?
- Not really , i woke up late , HAHAHA

70. Has a boy/girl called you babe or baby in the past two days? Would you like that?
- I like it coz it's from my bests.

71. Do you hate it when people smoke around you?
- Of course.

72. Do you have anything that belongs to a boyfriend/girlfriend?
- No ? i think.

73. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
- No.

74. How long do you think you will live?
- Soon i'll be leaving ?

75. Does it bother you when people respond with one word?
- Sometimes.

76. Do you believe once a cheater, always a cheater?
- Depends on the character.

77. Who disgusts you?
- Someone.

78. Name one thing people think about you that's not true.
- *secret*

79. What would you do if your best friend(s) turned gay?
- HAHAHA ! It would be fun.

80. Is your hair naturally curly or straight?
- Curly.

81. Do you drink tea?
- Yeah .

82. How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
- So-so only.

83. Do you currently have feelings for anybody?
- Maybe.

84. Have you ever stripped for money?
- Don't know . HAHAHA

85. Is the last person you kissed more than a year older than you?
- Noone.

86. Ever kissed someone with the letters C, A, P, D, Q, S or J as their first initial
- Noone.

87. Two days from now this time, where will you be?
- Maybe home?

88. Do you think you are a good person?
- No.

89. Who are your favourite people?
- My bests and peoples.

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It will make it go on
Saturday, October 10, 2009
In school now .
With Felicia beside me .
Anyway , we're gonna to film a movie but it sucked and stucked all the way .
so that's mean it's so not SUCCESS .
Now having PSK lesson but the teacher let us to do anything we like .
Using sitiee's lappy to blog this .
Why the hell my blog post so damn boring.
I'm so lame .
Don't feel like posting anymore or blogging anymore but still , if i don't blog , i feel weird.
GARH . you don't get what i mean .

Now, this post is for U , yes u .
I DISLIKE U.
I HATE U.
You are so miserable.
What on earth you did that to me?
Don't you ever know that sucked?
Ohh well .. To my bf
BYE'























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